before you made me

And I can't cry tears for you And I really wish you knew The pain I felt For you it was a climactic melt And know that I've started to hate But for you I've learnt it's too late And you'll never learn But I know you can turn That good, clever boy- a big archaic That boy who held me down made me feel _____ There is no word for how i feel At my emotions I away peel But it isn't good enough And that's just- tough On me I have to open my eyes and feel Return to what i was once Before you made me....